Earth Celebration '07 August 17th, 18th and 19thAn account of the three days of concerts
For me personally, Earth Celebration was a whirlwind of emotions; a desperate grappling of euphoria and despair, an icy coldness trying to blanket an overriding anxiousness and endless, fervent praying. Come to think of it, maybe it's like this every year for me as Artistic Director and maybe that's a sign that I'm doing something wrong! Nonetheless, I always feel that I'm a sort of Atlas trying to carry the world on my shoulders- that I'm using physical and emotional will to make this thing work. To make it happen.
Of course, what really makes it happen are the great people on stage who produce all those wonderful sounds and create those beautiful images, the backstage crew who thanklessly make sure the cogs are greased and mashing away together seamlessly, the staff and volunteers who make sure people and things get to where they need to go, when they need to- and provide as much comfort as possible throughout. I know it's definitely not me that makes things happen but there are moments when it feels that way.
During the first day's concert the mood was very relaxed. Rehearsals had gone well and it seemed everyone was able to remember the feelings and emotions to be expressed in the individual pieces, the timing and intensity of the transitions, all while retaining the overall flow of the concert. Since I was only playing in one piece, I decided to let go of the reigns and not get too involved. I ended up watching most of the concert from the audience - and enjoying it!
The second day for me had a little more tension- there were some technical and personnel issues, that occurred on many fronts including things seemingly unrelated to the stage- that allowed for some potentially very beautiful elements of the evening to not quite bloom as I hoped they would. Of course the performers and staff were ALL models of professionalism, each displaying his or her craft with the utmost grace and elegance, but there had also been a random series of unfortunate turns of events that somewhat diminished the results of what my expectations to the evening were. I still consider the concert a success though and feel that it offered the usually excitable Earth Celebration audience an opportunity to relax under the beautiful crescent moon hanging in the sky and be immersed in the sounds of meditative Indian ragas and plaintive Okinawan melodies.
The morning of the third concert came and I vowed to myself that none of the various little problems that plagued the second day would effect the third concert. To take it a step further I literally told myself that I was going to make things work- even if I had to give my life for it! To do it with the intent that this was the last thing I was going to do on Earth! I look back on it now and think: Such drama! But that's what weeks of inadequate sleep and high levels of stress do I suppose. Anyway, since the afternoon rehearsal was the first time all the performers actually gathered on stage together I knew that what we were able to accomplish during that rehearsal was crucial.
Fortunately things went as well as could be expected in the afternoon. Then came the actual concert.
There were many guest artists involved this year and I wanted to not only feature each one but to have interesting musical combinations between them and with Kodo. In order to generate a large wave of energy and tension that would somehow give a sense of continuity to the disparate songs, I decided to structure part of the concert as a series of pieces that were linked with very quick transitions that used Kumada's lighting artistry to instantly draw the audience's eye from one story to the next.
This meant that performers often had to set up and prepare to play a piece before the previous piece was finished, in a darkened part of the stage. And that's why we have a very capable back stage crew to give the performers cues for when to go on stage. However, since so many of the performers don't speak Japanese, and since in most cases they had to be reminded not just when to go, but what piece to play, at what point to start, what was coming next and how to finish- I took it upon myself to rush around backstage during the show- literally running back and forth between stage left, stage right and to the back of center stage (where there were stairs for entrances)- to personally explain to each guest performer what was happening.
By the end of the show, after all those transitions came off flawlessly (and after what I hear were some amazing performances) by the time the final note of the grand finale came, my feelings of relief were almost overwhelming. Everybody was onstage playing and after having drawn out the second to last note forever, I conducted, with abandon, that last note with a big up and down jump- I leapt as high into the air as I could so that I could savor that feeling of euphoria- to stretch out that feeling, and time along with it forever. I distinctly remember looking down at the stage during that leap and wondering if I was ever going to come back down.